I tried to do the contemplating thing. and I misserably failed. I will try to give it another chance. Maybe it didn't work because due to some strange reasons I didn't have any alcohol since last saturday (I shared a small botle of warm sake wit Rie). And on the thurstday ( my usual drinking day since the only day in the week I need to get up urly in the morning is friday) before last saturday I had just one beer. A very memorable beer though, it was a hyuugaaruden. Yes you understood it right, real Belgian Beer.